13 . october . 2003 ]
I was hired as a nanny, which struck me as
odd, because, when i arrived at the house, i realized the my charges
were a boy of about 10, a girl of 17, and another boy of 21. I wondered
why the girl and older boy couldn't care for the younger boy, and
i became suspicious.
The family was obviously well off, and had
a huge home. The father of the household, who was the one who hired
me for the position, seemed rather lecherous, and gave me the creeps.
The mother was a strange woman, who was a Quadriplegic, and seemed
totally detached from everyone around her. She spent most of her
time in a specially designed bathroom for the handicapped.
Upon my arrival, it was announced that a large
party was about to ensue. I was suddenly at the door, greeting a
number of guests, who were arriving for the celebration. I became
claustrophobic, and, at the same time, extremely bored.
I was then sitting on a couch, when another
group of guests arrived. One of these people had a Pekingese dog
with them, and i reached out my hand to pet it, and the skin on its
face retracted to reveal a face made entirely of large teeth, and
he bit into my knee, which seemed only to amuse the owner, and several
others who were in the vicinity.
I began to wander around the house, seeking
a quieter place. I came upon another kitchen that i had not noticed
before, and the 21 year old boy was sitting at the table, and i sat
down to join him. It was then that i realized that he looked and
sounded exactly like David Arquette, but with longer hair, and a
younger face. He was very cool to talk to, and we were having a nice
conversation, when he suddenly disappeared.
went back to the party, and it was announced that the 21 year old
boy had just died, and everyone started laughing, and said "Again?!.... he is ALWAYS doing that!",
and then they went back to talking, and didn't seem concerned about
became upset by their nonchalance, and started to look for the
boy, who was strangely enough, laid out on a couch, with people
sitting on him, and spilling their drinks and chips all over him.
This really made me mad, and i started reprimanding people, when,
all of a sudden, the boy sat up and told me that he "often
dies for an hour or so", but always comes back, because the "Big
Death" was not yet upon him. We then continued our conversation,
as if no lapse had ever occurred.
I was then sitting on another couch, surrounded
by all the party guests except the boy. I noticed a very serious
looking black woman who was sitting across from me. There was something
spectral about this woman, and she didn't look like she belonged
at this party and i was fascinated by her.
then came to stand in front of me, and her eyes rolled back in
her head, and she said "Monad, Dyad,
Triad, Tetrad. Spirit always becomes Flesh". I was totally weirded
out by this, but no one else even seemed to notice.
then went to look for the boy, to tell him about this experience,
but i could not find him. I saw his sister, and asked her where
he was, and she casually answered that the "Big
Death had finally claimed him". She then went on to tell me
that she would be spending the weekend at a friends' house, to celebrate
was confused by her ambivalence towards the situation, and went
to find the mother, who was now sitting at the kitchen table, with
her back to me. I noticed that she was no longer a Quadriplegic
in a wheel chair. I tapped her on the shoulder, and asked her what
happened, but she did not answer me. Instead, she handed me a note
that was written to me, by the boy, and it said "Tell
the Indian girl that i will miss her, and that someday, there will
[ 6 . october . 2003 ]
I was cleaning someone's house, and was annoyed
that there were so many people occupying the dwelling, and they were
getting in my way. I noticed that there were large rolls of dust
everywhere, that looked like dryer lint sheets, which were curled
up at each corner. There was a bay window, with a curtain. When i
swept the curtain aside, there was a gigantic dust roll behind it.
I suddenly realized that the dust was actually a living organism,
which carried a fatal disease.
I called the Health Department, who investigated
the incident, and everyone that was in the house, was quarantined
to a large garage, where we each had to sleep in a row of cars, about
10 wide, and
5 deep. I saw Roger, who was a guy that i used to know, who headed
the local Anarchist Front in my city, and i was happy to see him,
because i had not seen him in years. Suddenly, Roger and i were browsing
in a record store, and then went out for coffee. I asked him when
his birthday was, and he said "Monday",
and i said "Oh, you are a Libra". Then i was suddenly back in the
garage, and Roger was nowhere to be found.
I noticed that one of the cars contained a
couple in their 50's, with a small child of about 10 years old, in
the back seat. I then realized that the couples' eyes were bulged
out of their heads, and bloodshot, and someone told me that it was
due to exposure to the toxic dust. The little girl was dead, and
people kept insisting that she was Todd Solondz [the director], and
i refuted the fact, but they kept on insisting.
I then realized that there were other people
with bulged out eyes, and this freaked me out, because i was afraid
that i would be next. A detective came in to the garage, and told
me that the only way that i could escape the virus, was to eat the
bulged out eyes of everyone in the garage.
[ 21 . september . 2003 ]
In this dream, i awoke to find my neighbor
laying on top of me, face up, as if i were a bed, and his girlfriend
laying on top of him, in the same manner. I was a bit upset as to
how they got in my apartment, and why they ended up sleeping on me
like this. Then, they got up, leaving without saying anything, and
showing no concern over what had happened.
I got up as well, and went in the kitchen
to fix breakfast, and feed my cats. As i prepared a bowl of cereal
for myself, i suddenly noticed that there was another cat in my apartment,
that did not belong to me, when the new cat hungrily jumped into
my cereal bowl, and began drinking the milk. This cat was all black,
with short hair, and two enlarged nipples on her chest, which i figured
meant that she was pregnant.
I picked up the feeding bowls to fill them,
and realized that they were filled with cat litter, rather than food,
and i was confused as to how this could have happened. I fed the
cats, and let the new cat play with my cats, but i became concerned,
when i noticed that the strange cat had a patch of hair that was
missing, just below its neck, and some sores on its skin. I didn't
want my cats to catch any sort of disease from the stray, so i decided
to let her outside, and leave a bowl of food and water on the porch
for her. As i led her into the hallway, she jumped onto my upper
thigh, and i thought that she was attacking me, but i soon realized
that she was holding onto me, and didn't want me to make her leave.
I assured her that i would feed her and look after her, and continued
down the stairs. I noticed that there were broken dolls, and doll
parts covering the stairs, and i tripped over one of them, and fell
onto the landing below, and into a disgusting mess of Blue Jays,
in various states of decomposition. I tried wiping the debris off
me, but it only seemed to make it worse.
walked to the bottom of the stairs, and opened the door to let
the cat out, but i could no longer find the cat, and instead, there
was a strange, old man standing in its place, and he looked at
me and asked me if i was a student at the local art college, and
i answered "No", to which he replied, "If
you keep listening, you will hear a certain sound, and you will recognize
it by its resonance"